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by Fearless, 20, female

September 12, 2006

Dear Diary,

I got molested the other night. I don't know what to feel about it. I've gotten raped two other times...and this is just bothering me so much. I'm not handeling it well. I got into a car wreck and I'm okay...but I just don't know how to deal with this. I went to the police, it was no help..I can't remember what the guy looked like and I don't know where is located at...What city it's in..I'm clueless..and I shouldn't have gone to the police..because I feel like a fool..I feel like they don't believe.that I'm stupid. I just took it. I didn't try to fight..I just let him hurt me..I knew something bad was going to happen. I'm so messed up.

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stay to your friends or people who youre close to focus on other things. take life breath by breath

assult victims, it is something they game to me everytime i had to go back because of sexual assuts that happend to me. "When your heart is hurting may you find the peace you need to heal." If you need anything else feel free to email me at I will pray for you!

your surroundings, an becarful where you hang out. Do you have support from family and friends? Because if not you are surely to get depressed. Thats what happend to me, But my case is still going to court. And i memeberwhat he looked like even though i was in an out of it. Here is some words from the Assistance League for sexual

It isnt unusual to not kno wut to feel about being raped. It confusion, an feeling like you are worthless. TESA is a good place to start. But were you drinking? or did this person have a mask on or something because thas the only way that you wouldnt have been able to see just a little bit of him, you are not alone though...Watch

You've been raped three times now! Girl you should move to the country, a nice small-ish town. Most crime occurs in cities. Please stay out of dangerous situations. Much love.

wait what? I'm confused..

Were you drinking or something.. cause thats probably why it happened.. but hope up get the little bastard.


hoolly cra[p!!

I'm really sorry about what happened. Hopefully, you will find the person who did this horrible crime and let him get what he deserves. They had no right to do that.

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