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an unforgettable love
by lovable beach bunny, 16, female

February 4, 2005

Dear Diary,
verybody keeps telling me to get over this guy i dated for a year and well almost 2years. I really miss him and he says he still loves me but so far he hasn't come back.I love him so much afterall, when i was only a freshman and he was i senior i lost my virginity to him.Peops keep saying he hasn't come back because he wants to find out what other girls are like.He says he doesnt want to date another girl he just wants to sort out his life before getting involved with me again. should i believe that? I mean we still hang out but it seems like all we hang out to do is have sex. It's like everytime i see him we screw. I know it isnt healthy and i know it isnt right but he means so much.Should i have to put up with this kind of behavior because im scared to let go? I'm not sure what to do. I just don't think i'll ever get over him, even though it seems to be gettin easier all the time.

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just listen to everyone... i know it's hard, but it's probably the most healthy choice... i don't want you ending up cutting yourself like i do... ok see you around... bye.

What a horny jerk! As sad as it is, he's obviously just using you to get into your pants. You can do much better than that; just dump him and move on.

you need to get on with your life he isnt even worth your time. go out and meet someone better, theres plenty of fish in the sea!

love is blind love is blinding. Blinding: be more careful with yourself. This guys stopped respecting you at some point because if he really did love you he would listen to your needs and respect you. It seems imposible but hes just a guy and you have your whole life in front of you. Don't let him hold you back any more.

what kind of relationship do you have when all you do is have sex? sounds like that's all he's after, and once he got it from you, he moved on to somebody else.

i agree with karma. time to move on. u deserve better.

YOu shouldn't believe any of his excuses. If he wanted to be with you he would, for more than sex. Simple as that. I've been in this situation, I kept sleeping w/the guy b/c I was still in love with him. But that's stupid, the longer you do the longer it takes to get over him. Let go and move on.

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