December 15, 2002

Dear Diary,

aight so i posted two other entries (things have changed, things have changed part 2) about the whole d-jimmy-andrew situation. well for now, i decided its best to just stay single, because i didnt want to hurt anyone. well last night, i went out with this guy. we went to the movies and then we went driving, but we were gonna go back to his place, but his roommates were all there with a bunch of ppl...newayz, when i got home, i went on msn and i was talking to kyle, this guy from my school (and i just happened to go out with his two best friends) and he was depressed cuz he likes my friend, but she has a bf, so i was comforting him and stuff, and he asked me if i had a bf yet and i said n, and he said to keep looking cuz he knows a million guyz who want to go out with me and after that he was acting really sweet and calling me hun and #####.....and i really started to like him again.....the thing is, two weeks ago, my ex-bf curt was actin sweet and ##### and i thought he liked me again and we went to the mall last week and the movies and we were making out alot (we didnt even see the movie) and i let him do stuff....but i thought he wanted to get back together or something and ive liked him since we broke up in may, but then after that he wasnt really that sweet anymore and friday i found out he was going to the movies with some other chick and he liked her.....so im wondering if thats what kyle is doing to me.....but i dunno he acts different at school, like were just buddies and #####, but then other times wen were talkin on msn or were alone, hes so sweet......do u guyz think hes jus using me like curt was?