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by SSCmusicGirl, 18, female

December 10, 2002

Dear Diary,

Hello. This is my first entry. Ok, here goes~
I've been dating my bf for almost 2 years now. During these 2 years with him, I have had so many little crushes along the way. I know that a lot of people have those, b/c I've told my friends. Aside from those little crushes, I have had 2 major ones during the two year period. I am actually having one right now. I've been thinking about this other guy, let's call him.... Marvin. I know Marvin from school, and my bf is still in high school, while I am in a nearby college. Well, anyways, I was talking to Marvin on-line for a few weeks, and that's when I really started to like him. Then it seemed like all of the sudden he got really annoyed with me and he never wanted to talk to me again. The thing is, is that I think about Marvin alllllll the time, a lot more than my bf. It's almost x-mas break, so I will see less and less of Marvin, so that is a good thing, maybe now I can focus on my bf. I do not want to break up with my bf, b/c he is the best bf anyone could ask for, and that is my problem I guess. I just don't know what to do. Please a help a poor sole like me!

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the only reason you are thinking about marvin soooo much is b/c he is playing games. if i know a girl likes me but i don't stand a chance cause she has a boyfriend or something else i ignore her and it really gets to her and i usually end up at least getting a hook up so be careful.

I went through exactly the same thing as you are now. The only thing is that I made the wrong choice...I broke up with my boyfriend. Whatever you do , don't do what I did.You'll get over your crush.

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