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NO JOY
by Dreamer, 15, female

May 2, 2002

So good at hiding
The fact that I cannot find joy
Like one fall after another
I slide into an abyss of self loathing
Oh let me be beautiful once more
Happy one day, tormented the rest
Oh to be blissfully unaware of my surroundings
Just like the rest of them
Obsessed with death at the age of nine
I own this hollywood fetish
When english consists of depressed characters
Science refuses me from their secret world
Only sorrowful music fills the void
My glass is neither half full nor half empty
It's gone

A note to the reader: This depressive mood came crawling up on me these last weeks. I'm so sleep and water deprived!!! School is working me to the bone, periodically quarreling with the procrastinator inside of me. Not to mention all my friends got into chemistry honors and I didn't!! Grr...

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It's all good, if you had gotten into chem honors..guess what? you'd be even MORE sleep and water (well, I don't know about the latter, you can ALWAYS drink water) deprived! he...hehe...he..just look at me!!!!! whoa, calm down, Preston.
Preston'


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