diaryproject.com | am i a slut...?

Keyword Search

Diary Entries
•	Body Image
•	Current Events
•	Diary Deck Night
•	Discrimination
•	Drugs
•	Family
•	Feelings
•	Friends
•	Health
•	Loss
•	Miscellaneous Ramblings
•	Music
•	Other
•	Poetry
•	Point of View
•	Racism
•	Relationships
•	Religion / Spirituality
•	School
•	Self Esteem
•	Self Harm
•	Sexuality / Gender
•	Stress
•	Tolerance
•	Violence
•	Who Am I?
•	Submit Entry
Contact
•	Contact Staff
Press
•	In The News

Latest Entries

am i a slut...?
by FEELING SLUTTY, 16, female

October 13, 1999

Dear Diary,

when i was going out with my ex he managed to push me into doing alot of things that i didnt really want to do. i was a virgin when i went out with him.. infact i had never done anything with a guy befor i went out with him. and i didnt want to do anything too physical really, but he made it seem like it was love when all it really was was lust. he would say "im just trying to show you how much i love you" and i know i know, i was really stupid and naive and i wanted him to love me and be telling me the truth so i went along with it even though i didnt really want to. and now i feel like such a slut , i cant believe i was so dumb... i even want to kill myself sometimes because now that i went out with him and did stuff i have a reputation and that is going to follow me the rest of the time i live here and all guys are just going to use me and all the nice guys are going to be scared off because they'll think im a slut... what can i do?????????

Comment on this entry

your attitude towards it all is definitely making you not a slut. Don't worry, it will all be good. you just give it time and don't get so down on yourself
chrissy
Look hun, your not a slut for starters. Don't worry about it. nice guys don't care about reputations cause they are nice guys. And no theya ren't impossible to find i managed to find on
Kaity <kaitybear13@excite.com>
You are not a slut! This is his fault, he made you believe there was something there that really wasn't. Don't blame yourself for that, you thought you were in love with the jerk.
Jenn <goldiejs@yahoo.com>
Phil is basically right; You're not a slut-although you should NEVER let ANY boy (or any human being) make u do sometihng you know that you shouldn't do or that you don't wanna do.
Roberta
your not a slut, he is! im a 17 year old mature male and he was wrong. you might have if it wasnt love. but now you know. use this event (that happins to people around the world) as a message from GOD
Phil <hdrb31_98@yahoo.com>
Prove it to the 'nice guys' that you are not a slut. If you prove it, all the lies will go away, and you'll be loved by someone who truly deserves to be loved by you. You, from the sound o
dj4aces <dj4aces@bellsouth.net>
Maybe your next tittle can be more nicer woeded than am i a slut.
2_crude
No Way! You are NOT a slut.You had close feeling's for your BF,And he wanted to go farther than you did.Just put it behind you.But ,learn from it.The "nice" guy's will treat you righ
me101
you're not a slut. he lied to you. he knew that was probably the only way that you would do anything sexual w/ him. don't regret, just learn from it.
cherry <ayelilah@aol.com>
If you only did something with a guy because you thought you loved him, how can you be a slut? It is not dirty to show your affection to someone that you think you love. It's disgusting that he
angel <makenucum@hotmail.com>

Current Topic: Other

	Printer friendly version
	Email this entry to a friend
	Submit an entry