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What shall I do?
by Beyond Birthday, 15, female

November 9, 2011

Dear Diary,
A failure thus far, a lowly existence only carrying on because of its pitiful wish to not give up. I hold on to anything that grants me life. I dare not commit suicide because of its selfishness, knowing that if i do, everything everyone close to me has done for me will have been in vain. Committing this will bring about more harm than it will resolve anything.
I don't want to give up nor give in to anyone, i'll go on but in pain. she'll suffer, my arms will weaken, my body will disintegrate.

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no worries bul, bad days that bad are not common,

glad 2 know that

actually no i'm good. it was just a really bad day when i wrote this. no worries! :]

can i help u ?

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