new guy
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x-bladesandblacktears-x, 14, female
April 25, 2010
Dear Diary,
no matter where i am,
what i am doing,
i always here the whispers "oh did you here about her new boyfriend"
he is the most amazing thing I've ever laid my eyes on ..
sure he isn't my type..
he has amazing eyes that make the world stop spinning ..
he has a smile that makes my knees weak..
and the way he holds me makes me want to hyperventilate..
but at the same time..
he is 2 years older..
a very dangerous guy ..
not a virgin..
and has anger issues..
i know he would never hurt me physically..
but i find myself thinking what would happen if it were to go out of hand and something along those lines to happen ...
i really like this guy ..
and he sends me adorable texts like :" its true, i think im falling for you, your one of the only things in this world that could make me happy, you make me smile & laugh every day and make life worth living" and also things like this "when i wuz with you on the couch and we kissed i felt all warm and fuzzy inside, everytime i get to see you i feel like the luckiest man on earth ."im just confused mostly because he can be a complete meaner to his ex's ,, ive only seen him mad at a girl once and thats for saying things about me,,.
but he got REALLY mad .,
almost to the point where i was scared ..
i just don;'t know what to listen to ..
my heart is screaming yes .. and my head is being very cautious..
help.
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if your head is saying be very cautious then just be very cautions. TAKE IT SLOW so you dont regret anything. if he is right for you then he wont mind. and dont get too attached, i hate saying it but this probably wont end well, take that into consideration. good luck
melissa
You should find out why it is he broke up with his old girlfirends and how their relationships went.
With love, KIM
I had a bf kinda like this - less extreme - and you don't want it. It feels like a car crash in a good way all the time - but it will feel like a bad one later. TRUST ME. Forget it.
BLdJBNHDH
you going to write a new entry titled... my bf whooped my ass but you gotta love his eyes!
laugh
If I were you, I'd stick to masturbating until your boobs grow to the size they're gonna be for the rest of your life....you dont wanna end up like all the other pregnant silly-billys lamenting their situations on this site.
Bad Adviceman
also, those texts are like the cornist #####s i've ever read...trust me, I've read some corny ##### in my time. i know.
Bad Adviceman
16 year olds who feez with 14 year olds are losers....they may not seem like losers, but to the other 16 year olds that know your bf, hes a loser. trust me, I've been 16. I know.
Bad Adviceman
im dating him now.. and he is a real sweetheart . he just moves very fast because of his past and what he's use to . he is such an amazing guy . but im not sure.. :/
x-bladesandblacktears-x
I'd say...give him a chance. People said a lot of ##### about the guy I'm with but we've been together 4 years now and he treats me great. Trust your instincts though. In my case, he really is a good old-fashioned sweetheart. If however you ever feel like it's not right for you, don't take that leap. Good luck hun!
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