Dear Diary,Well i met a guy..lets call him Jay..&we met about 2 months ago at a party..&he decided to start talking to me..he is the type of guy that doesn't go out with just any girl..he chooses his gf's wisely you can say..&well for the time that we've known each other we started to like each other alo&have done things that ppl who are in relationships would do...so we basically act like we are in a relationship..t&at first he showed that he liked me to me..but then during time he started getting loose...&i #####ed up twice already..he was going to stop talking to me but he said he liked me alot and was still going to keep on talking to me..the 2nd time i messed up it was a couple of days b4 his close friend died..that nite that his fried died me&him talked..so the next day i went to his house to comfort him&..&well little by little he has been ignoring me&get far apart from me..he told me he needed his space and im giving it to him..&when i asked him if me&him were done since he didnt want to talk to me b/ he needs time..&he told me no...idk what to do b/ i dont want to lose him..i feel like after his grieving process he might realize he doesn't need a girl in his life&might reject me... i want to text him or call him but he told me not to so what can i do if he is completely ignoring me..the only time i am able to see him is in skool..but he always looks mad&i have to come to him to say hi or give him a hug b/ he doesnt come to me..idk what to do..idk when should b a good time to text/call him b/ i miss him terribly..or if he'll ever come back..some advice on my situation!?
